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Depression


Thu, April 08, 2010 10:23 PM

How can anyone who has had this disease not want it to end? The pain, surgeries, medications, the inability to go out, the stress. Where does it end? I guess it doesn't. I am overwhelmed!!!

FPO marybeth
Joined Apr 8, 2010

Sun, April 25, 2010 12:00 AM

 Reply posted for marybeth.

I just wanted to say that Breezy couldn't have said it any better!! I've dealt with uclerative colitis for nine years and during flares it can be very overwhelming and stressful! I also have the occasional pity party and then get on with it. It's all we can do. Things do get better! Hang in there!

TerriD21

FPO terrid21
Joined Apr 10, 2010

Tue, April 13, 2010 11:28 AM

 Reply posted for msalanui.

Sounds like you and I are in the same place. It is exhausting being exhausted. I am tired of trying with every fiber in my body and mind and sometimes just sink into the black hole. I am feeling better emotionally thanks to all of you and family and freinds.

FPO marybeth
Joined Apr 8, 2010

Tue, April 13, 2010 11:25 AM

 Reply posted for breezy.

Thank you for trrying to uplift me. This disease is my life though. The fix is learning to deal and adapt with it. Sometimes it is very very hard to do this.

FPO marybeth
Joined Apr 8, 2010

Tue, April 13, 2010 11:23 AM

 Reply posted for paver.

Thank you for your prayers. I am much beter now. I have finally opened up to my family and friends about my true feelings and have realized I have much more support and love than I had thought. I have been in a major flare and nothing was working. I have just finished more IV steroid therapy and for the moment it is a little better. Thank you for you!

FPO marybeth
Joined Apr 8, 2010

Mon, April 12, 2010 10:00 PM

 Reply posted for marybeth.

i can not beat my crohns,but we can.i mean the people of this board give me support.
i have had some bad days and somehow i find the strenght and hope from the people that have this disease,somedays i feel pretty good and i can offer help and the days that i dont do well i come to this board to find the help i need for that day.
today i offer you my prayers for you to feel better and tomorrow is another day,we will deal with tomorrow,tomorrow so good luck with this day.
someone does care

FPO paver
Joined Jun 18, 2009

Fri, April 09, 2010 9:05 PM

 Reply posted for breezy.

Beautiful!

FPO joe
Joined Oct 24, 2019

Fri, April 09, 2010 12:00 AM

 Reply posted for marybeth.

Okay, to answer your question- I don't want to end it.  Why would I?  I do have pity parties now and then but this disease is not worth giving up life.  My drive to work this morning was beautiful.  The azaleas are starting to bloom, the dogwoods are snowy white, and the trees are dazzling with the little green leaves.  Depression is fixable.  Change your diet, change your mindset, fall in love with your body.  Walk outside and feel the sun and the air.  Watch a really funny movie.

Are you on steriods?  Steriods will cause extreme emotions. 

What are you proactively doing to help you with the disease?  It is not the end of life.  Your life will change.  How do you want it to change?  I eat healthier, exercise, and I enjoy the little things.  It takes time to get back into control.  Give yourself that time.  Give yourself knowledge.  Research SCDiet, probiotics, etc.  Hang a note on your bathroom wall where you can see it at certain times - I AM MORE THAN THIS DISEASE. 

Give yourself permission to heal...

Hugs!

Breezy

FPO breezy
Joined Jan 5, 2009

Fri, April 09, 2010 12:00 AM

 Reply posted for marybeth.

I know how you feel I am in a pretty bad funk myself right now, I currently am on no meds for this crap since I have exhausted all my options and surgery is not an option either. Its hard because alot of the time you cant leave the house and that just feeds the depression I do work a full time job so I do get out for that but the constant everything does start to weigh you down for sure.

FPO msalanui
Joined Jul 23, 2009

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