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Conflicting emotions


Wed, March 26, 2014 7:52 PM

Hello all. Recently I went in for a MRI and a visit with my doctor due to different symptoms. Thankfully, the MRI showed no signs of Crohn's Disease still. (I had surgery a little over a year to remove the diseased sections.) 

The MRI was great news to hear and I am thankful. However, my initial reaction was disappointment. I do not understand this emotion and frankly it scares me. It scares me to think I wasn't excited to hear the good news.  Have any of you felt this way? Is it normal to feel this way?  The only reason I can think I felt this way is because I have been experiencing some (not all) symptoms.  

After this scary initial reaction, I felt stupid for calling my doctor in the first place. I felt as if I had made a big deal about nothing. When I see my doctor I have to take an entire day off of work to see him, so I felt stupid for using a personal day to find out nothing was wrong. 

Finally, I felt relieved. This is the emotion I felt I should have started with and all of these emotions confuse me. How do you handle all of the emotions thrown at you whether you hear good or bad news?

FPO eabarwick
Joined Jan 1, 2013

Mon, April 14, 2014 12:52 AM

 Reply posted for eabarwick.

I have the same issue. I was having symptoms recently and they found nothing. So instead of being relieved I was angry and scared. I simply wanted to know what was going on if it wasn't Crohn's!

Your reaction was normal. If you want someone to talk to I'd be happy too! 

FPO caitwith9lives
Joined Apr 13, 2014

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