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Help! I Lost Everything! I need Support.


Mon, January 24, 2011 11:51 PM

 Reply posted for roneth1974.

My heart goes out you.  I found myself in the ICU fighting for my life back in 2008.  This was my cross-roads in life.  I felt convinced that I was going to die, and leave my 1 and 3 year old daughters fatherless for the rest of their lives.  Whether it was a drug induced hallucination or something else....I found myself talking to god.  That is the only thing that gave me hope. It took a very long time and alot more struggles, but I found strength to continue from my relationship with god.  I am definatly not perfect, nor do i believe god is the answer for everybody.  For some reason, I read your post and i heard the pain from the words you wrote.  I have been in the darkest places with my disease, and no person could just pull me out of it.  Only you can do this!  Don't rely on just a girlfriend's love, or money, or one doctor to fix your disease.  This is the test that IBD does to all of us that share its plight.  Only that which you have deep down inside you can overcome the hold this disease can have over your life.  The best i can do to support you, is to let you know that I have been ready to die before......and i can let you know that it can get better.  You have made it this long in your life with IBD...start taking little steps to getting your mind straight again.  Your heart and soul will soon follow.

FPO jjmcchristian
Joined Jan 13, 2009

Wed, January 26, 2011 12:30 AM

 Reply posted for jjmcchristian.

Thank you so much for the positive, uplifting, and encouraging words. I am really trying hard to pull myself out of this depression. i just need a break. I am praying for something positive. I am trying everyday to get my life back. I could use all the help in the world.

P.S. Coming from a guy who has no family....ENJOY YOUR FAMILY!!!!

FPO roneth1974
Joined Mar 24, 2008

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